I have the control to fix my panic and agoraphobia completely but I choose not to. Now, I’ve hit rock bottom. No job. Living with my parents. Divorced. Broke. Too scared to take any chances in life – too afraid to go for the things I want.
It’s all there for the taking – but I choose not to.
Only one thing to do from here I guess. I’m excited!


At least you have been married. That’s something. I wish I was. Still have time for this – but not now, too scary.
TheCoward.